back in the saddle again

(I can't help hearing those words in Steven Tyler's voice ... I do love me a good Aerosmith tune!)

anyhoo, I am back.

for now, anyway.

I can tell because I found myself singing in the car for the first time in a few weeks, and noticed that I am once again feeling happy for no reason.

I had already regained my ability to feel joyful when something sweet was happening around me, so that was nice. And today I seem to have returned to happiness as my default state. Whew, what a relief! Seems like it took a long time to bounce back.

Now when I think of him, it is with tremendous appreciation for the many gifts he gave me during our time together. He was the catalyst for a whole lot of self-reflection and transformation, and for that I will be forever grateful.

I'm psyched about this fresh new sense of deep satisfaction with my life Exactly As It Is Right Now. I spose some interesting new development will soon be fertilized by the energy that I used to put into wishing things were different.

Can't wait to see what happens next (and at the same time, it really doesn't matter!)